why does love always hurt

We all want to fall in love..wHy?Because dat experience makes us feel completely alive,Where every sense is heightened..And....Every emotion is magnified!our Everyday's reality is shattered...and....We are flung into the heavens!!IT MAy only last a Moment, an hour ,or an afternooN..But,That doesnt diminishes Its value!Because we are left with memories That we Treasure For..the rest of our Lives!

You can forget some one u have loved ...

You never realize how much u love someone until they're gone. You never realize that...yes...once their love surrounded u but now...what do u have? Memories. Why does love hurt so much, when it's supposed to be such a good thing? Why do we dwell on the past, when the future is what matters? It's something that... yeah... I guess it can't be helped but... Maybe it's harder for u than it is for someone else. Faint smells of cologne, a song on the radio, a movie, or a single word, these r things that bring back those memories. But, u can't hide from these things... because... they're there n no matter how hard u try to, they'll always be there. Even wen u have moved on to the future… and those things don't trigger the memories as much as before… they still do. U can't forget someone that you've loved... u may want to ... but u can't. Love cannot be forgotten... no matter how hard we try and how much we think it'll ease the pain... it will always be there... forever

" i loved u for the very start "

What should i do?
what can i say?
I love you so much, but I've got to go away
you think its so easy being with you, i think I'm teasing him, oh what should i do?
i want to be with you for the rest of our lifes.
i want to be there,
i want to be your wife
i want you to love me
i want you to care,
i want you to hold me,..
and tell me you'll always be there

"no one could ever replace you"

I was falling off the edge

I didnt see the pointin
living my lifeso
I started to jump
only hell lays at the bottom
of that narrow cliff
but I never reached it
you grabbed me before I did
I was confused of who I was
but you took my hand instead of calling me a freak
you held me
you took off all the make-up
the hollow eyes you saw through
opened up a person
the one I could never find
you saw my first smile
the beginning of not wanting to dieno suicide
just happiness you poured me out
with the depressed hated anger
and filled me with these words I never heard
I love you

" last night with your memories "

In the middle of the night;
I awaken.
Dreams on my mind;
Love in the make'n.
Was it the kiss;
moister on my lips.
Or maybe the goosebumps
from the caress of your fingertips.
Hear the pounding
of my heart beat.
Love surrounding
the night in heat.

"tell me what was my fault "


Where are you when I need you most?You disappeared into the darknessYou left nothing behind but your memoryAnd for me to wait for youYour heartfelt spirit is absent nowThe smiles have wiped off the faces Of the people you deserted hereYou caused internal forever painI, the one you loved am crippledBecause of your sudden vacationYour vacation that would last a lifetimeTo a secret resort I will never know ofWhat made you decide to change your mind?You made me feel I wasnâ??t good enough for youMaybe that is true, maybe it is notBut now, how will I ever know?I have been trying to thrust your memory asideSo I could get on with my lifeI have tried to love someone other than youYet, somehow you remain the main focusMy outlook on life has changed, you knowAnd yes, it is because of your actionsYou left me here alone to put up with thisThis life I can not live without you




eyes can spk a lot

Heartbeat speeds uphands tightly gripas i start to walk bymask starts to slipdark eyes smilingas you stare at mei frown and wonderwhat do you seeconfusionboth of us starethen turn awayfor neither knowwhat there is to saynow i am cursingfor i cannot speakwhen i need to be loudi suddenly am meekirritationthough we have notever actually spokenwe have had a greatmany conversationsfor there were no wordsactually exchanged herethe eyes speak volumesfor all the world to hearwaitingwonderingnever knowing

" i dnt cry for the past "

Even though u have your times
Times were u r negative
Times were u doubtTimes
when u say stuff u don't mean to say
Don't cryI will always be there for u
I may get madBut not for long
I never can be mad at some1 as amazing as u
Don't cryI'm sorry for getting upset with u
During those timesI will always be by your side
Don't cryI need you like the wolf
needs the moon to guide it threw the night
Without the moon
The wolf would be lostBlind
No where to goDon't cry
The moon may eclipse on the wolf
But the wolf will wait it out n stay strong
We may have our eclipse like the wolf That eclipse only last for so long
Just remember when that moon comes back
I will be there waiting for u to make it full again
Don't cry !